To me, we were

Two peas in a pod, an act from God

Set in stone

Destined to be whatever we want

Can't let you go

As long as it was just the two of us

The end of the day

You and me, forever this way

Day, after day, after day

But then, the nights grew colder

And the rain fell stronger

Nothing but clouds over our heads

You best believe I'm still trying my best

To keep our heads above water

But it's getting harder and harder

'Cuz when I see you look me in the eyes

I can tell you don't feel butterflies

Crazy to think that we were a thing

Two months ago

What once was love, has turned into dust and

Photos

My dreams of having just the two of us, the end of the day

Has gone away

I'm sorry

You feel nothing when you hold my hand

Honestly

This was never even part of my plan

I just want you to know something

So you won't completely forget

Even though you played me and weighed me down

I don't regret

When the nights grew colder

And the rain fell stronger

When there was nothing but clouds over our heads

When I was trying my very best

To keep our heads above water

When things were getting much harder

When I saw you look me in the eyes

And I knew you didn't feel butterflies

1 2 3 4 5 of us, walking down the drop off
waving at the bus stop

We lock arms side by side and think
We’ll be here forever, our love cannot be measured

But why do I think

That ”love” you guys think, is not including me

And the hands I hold are always freeing cold
And far too out of reach

We held a pinky promise and swore to have our backs
But lately I’ve been on my own 

And you can’t deny the facts

That in 1 2 3 4 5 years, you’ll forget about me

You won’t even be sorry

Just wish you could’ve told me

So I could find some better 

Friends who’ll stick together

Unlike you

Unlike you

Cuz I’m left out at the rendezvous
Everybody seems to know thinks before I do
I’m not gonna lie, it hurt a lot
To see you moved on quicker than I thought

1 2 3 4 5 of you slowly drifted away 

Without a word to say
Goodbye to our promises
That wasn’t in the first place

A promise to begin with

Mmm

Is it bad that I can't sleep at night because of you?

Am I dramatic?

Or am I just acting like a complete fool?

Cuz the thought of you wakes me up in the morning

Just thinking about the things that I would've wanted to do

To do with you

Cuz I can't sleep at night

Without you on my mind

If only you took just a second to notice

My heart only beats for two

And that's me and you, oooh

That’s me and you, oooh

I see you laugh

And I can't help but laugh along too

It's hard to pass

The fact that you don't know me like I

know you

I dream about us, just talking together

It feels like a rush, that makes me forget the truth

The truth that I can't lose

The truth that tells me I'm flawed

That you won’t like me at all

The truth that tells me I'm sick of this mess

Thoughts that have eaten me half to death

Thoughts that keep me up all night

With you on my mind

If only I took just a second to notice

My heart couldn't handle the truth

There's no me and you, oooh

There's no me and you, oooh

No me and you

Do you remember the time when I was your little girl inside?

I was yours and you mine

Then it changed in the blink of an eye

I wake up, you′re nowhere to be found

Beer bottles spread all over the ground

My mother trying not to make a sound

As she cries your name out

If you're listening I′m just wondering

How have things there been without me?

I know it's been too long, but I've been so strong

Even if you didn′t love me

Visits turned into calls

And calls turned to nothing at all

It led me straight to believe

You wanted not a piece from me

Some nights I heard her cry some more 

When you didn′t walk through our front door

I questioned, "Why this life? What's all this for?" 

My heart was torn

You only came when you needed to

Not because you wanted it

We were never something you′d lose

Just something to deal with

Memories of you just wasted away

You left before I could memorize your face

Wish we had more time

To look us in the eyes

Put our past behind and renew

But if you're listening

I′m just wondering

How it feels to be loved by you?

I hope

That the sun rises tomorrow

And although

It’s darkness that shines through my window

I’m not afraid

To feel the pain

Just have to go through

One more day

I’ll think my thoughts

Till I can’t think no more

Cry a ton until

I’m on the floor

And maybe then 

I’ll feel much better

But oh, I just remembered

That I’m nowhere near like Heather

So it repeats

Into an endless cycle

And it should be

Over within the next tidal wave of daily breakdowns

Aaah, aaah, aaah

Aaah, aaah, aaah

I’m so sore

From hiding and biting my lip

And there’s more

Sweat coming out of my fingertips

I pray to see a wishing star one night

So I could wish away

And restart my life

Cuz I’ll think my thoughts

Till I can’t think no more

Cry a ton until

I’m on the floor

Maybe then I’ll feel much better

Until I finally remember

That I’m nowhere near like Heather

You were sitting there

And I thought to myself 

What a wonderful time to be alive

You were just sitting there

But it meant everything to me

And I would just stare at you

I physically couldn’t look away 

I just had to

Cuz you weren’t just sitting there 

You were slowly making everything okay

But couldn’t you tell that I was tryna tell you Something this whole time

And would you believe me if I said I’d spend My nights dreamin’ bout you and I

Come take me out of the darkness

If you’re ready, let me in

No harm in being honest

I’ve been anxiously waiting

For you to tell your truth 

How long will it take?

Will you make me wait until the passion fades away?

Cuz it’s been months now

You’re tiring me out

Oh, couldn’t you tell that I was tryna tell you Something this whole time

And would you believe me if I said I'd spend My nights dreamin’ bout you and I

Come take me out of the darkness

If you’re ready, let me in

No harm in being honest

I’ve been anxiously waiting

For you to tell your truth 

Come take me out of the darkness 

Hold my hand and count to ten

Don’t leave me hanging on 

Whatever happens’ll happen

Don’t you wanna see me too?

Light the fire

Let me in

Aren’t you tired 

Of all this waiting?

Light the fire

Let me in

Aren’t you tired 

Of all this waiting?

Take me out of the darkness

If you’re ready let me in

No harm in being honest

I’ve been anxiously waiting 

For you to tell your truth

Come take me out of the darkness

Hold my hand and count to ten

Don’t leave me hanging on

Whatever happens’ll happen

Don’t you wanna see me too?

(Don’t you wanna see me too?)

Aah, aah

Take me out of the darkness

Take me out of the darkness

Take me out of the darkness

Take me out of the darkness

(Aah, aah)